早点上班，晚点下班 ，每天几万个想要跳出这个圈子的念头却又无比贪图里面的安逸，理想与现实的拉扯，终归仍是后者占据上风。
Go to work early, leave work late, every day tens of thousands of ideas want to jump out of this circle but very greedy in the comfort, ideal and reality pull, ultimately the latter is still the upper hand.
或许真的是老了，满脑子的摆烂却又不敢完全抗衡的年纪，唯一不被生活钝化的大概就只剩这点可怜的自我认知了。
Perhaps it is really old, full of brain play rotten but dare not completely compete with the age, the only one not to be blunt by life is probably only this poor self-cognition.
任何寄托于他人身上的安全感都会崩塌，卡里的数字，手中的方向盘和满格的手机电池才能替你阻挡生活的锋利和迷茫。
Any sense of security placed on others will collapse, and the number in the card, the steering wheel and the full cell phone battery can stop you from the sharpness and confusion of life.
无法掌控的事不是焦虑就能扭转的，走好脚下的路，尽力之后即便渐行渐远也没关系。
Things you can’t control can not be reversed by anxiety. It doesn’t matter to try your best, even if you go away.
